Hullo Jona and the group!
Thanks for the session, its great to come by again..wow I really needed that.
Its been an extremely stressful couple of weeks in my life and while I do have some things going on with health and family matters theres stuff going on for me that goes much deeper.
Im not exactly sure of the dynamics (ie, if its mostly coming from the collective or my own personal ego or whatever) but Ive been experiencing a combination of major freakouts and deep heart pain/grief at the same time. Some of this is due to remembering a series of visions/premonitions I had, back when I was growing up in the 70s and 80s, about this upcoming time in the world....and coming to that realisation that I need to accept that this is why I chose to incarnate at my allotted time and place.
I hope that's not too cryptic but Im guessing Im not alone with the prophetic abilities that sometimes feel just too difficult to deal with. Kinda like "'OK thank u universe but really that was too much information!".
With this remembering going on I lost my ability to connect with my core and/or ground myself and Ive got all messed up projecting all over the place while dragging other people into the drama. Part of me cant stop shouting out that the world is not fair, and while I know that's probably not going to help (by energising what I don't want), but it seems Im addicted to the struggle.
Oh well..at least I can see it. Its also become increasingly obvious with the speeding energy I need to be far more careful about what im putting out there.
So anyway, I spent most of the session letting myself feel the anger and sadness and accepting that's where Im at..and hoping that I can move through this and step into a higher perspective. Which must have worked, because after going to bed ridiculously early last night I do feel different today.
Not quite rainbows and unicorns, but something shifted, maybe I need to sit down and watch some soppy movie and have a really good cry.
Thanks for the report Jona, yes it does frame up some stuff..and also it helps to know Im not the only one that kind of passed out last night...still feeling dizzy and buzzy and drinking lots of water.
Much Love everyone, thanks for being there!
xxx Melanie ❥❥❥