jonabryndis
Hi Everybody,

I am looking forward to the session. Remember it's live! Register for instructions - Check your time zone here
After the session, please share, comment, or report here!

Have a great experience!

Love,
jona
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Sandy
Thank you Jona and Trans-coaches,
I actually had a wonderful experience where I envisaged my light body floating high up in the cosmos amongst the stars where I was being rocked gently by silver light whilst being suspended in weighlesness!  My awareness was drawn back to my physical body where I experienced a tingling on the parts of my body which were being scanned, almost as if in a hoola whoop which was moving up and down my body.  After observing these sensations for a while I experienced what I believe to be other energy bodies surrounding me... in a good way  I could not see faces I could only feel them as their energies touched / bumped into mine as a slight merging of our energies which was not unpleasant, but felt like the friction between two magnets repelling each other.  Due to the stangeness of the sensation I found myself automatically going into I AM breathing from my heart centre which pulled in thoughts of love and loss of my recently deceased mother allowing me to release the pain of the loss!  My cession ended with beautiful colors flowing through my mind without thoughts making me feel calm, loved and at peace with myself.
I thank you all with love and gratitude for your devotion and energy to this session.
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jonabryndis
FIRST IMPRESSION

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Hi Everyone,

thank you for coming!

This was an unusually beautiful session. We are still somewhat stunned by the high frequency of this transMISSION....

I hope you had a good experience! The message in this CONNECTING WITH OUR TRUE SELF training and healing was loud and clear:

YOU ARE NOT ALONE!


In the first 10 min very strong physical sensations in arms and legs, especially on the left side (later extending to jaw, shoulder and lower back) were felt. It showed us how our energy was aligning to a more soft and loving attitude towards ourselves. Our left body half is typically associated with our feminine energies, but also with the RECEIVING aspect of our being. Tension, pains or twitches indicate that the energy in these areas is speeding up (typically because it was too slow for optimal energy flow). The meaning of any physical sensations coming up during a remote energy session shows us how physical manipulation is really only on the surface of what is going on in our energy body.

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The color coding here indicates the chakras/energy centers involved in physical releases and sensations.

The main chakras involved in this session where our HEART CHAKRA (4th), THROAT CHAKRA (5th), CROWN CHAKRA (7th) and ROOT CHAKRA (1st). This lead to an experience that was more visionary or deeper than actually emotional or mental in nature. Due to your willingness to truly connect within we were able to receive a direct transMISSION from our Higher Self.

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I know that this can sound a bit dippy, but I do want to point out that this session had a VERY DEEP SPIRITUAL NATURE. In that it was very different than most True Self sessions. Not that there weren't any of the normal aspects of thinking too much, resisting the stillness or feeling physical releases, but the emphasis in this session was on ACCEPTING OUR OWN LIGHT - which is a rather 'woohoo' thing to report about.

In energy healing we are very much aware of this aspect of our being, and part of the objective of energy healing sessions is to remind us that we are SOULS IN A 3D BODY - AND NOT A BODY WITH A SOUL. However, to summarize the energetic process in this session I could probably best describe it as ANCHORING PROCESS. 

In the report for the group I will go a little deeper into this. For now I just wanted you to know how deep this session went. If you fell asleep or had really 'weird' stuff going on, then know that is is what it can be like to connect with your true self. You were plugged into DIVINE WIFI - directly, without middlemen or translators. However, our job as energy works is to help you with the translation. Please use the opportunity to inquire about your personal energy during the session. We will gladly respond.

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On a different note, those of you who are very visual in your perception PLEASE SHARE YOUR VISIONS!!!!!!! regardless how weird they seem to you. There were very fundamental things shown in this session - I would love for you to see how we are all connected on this level!


Expect a report in email later tonight (I will try to finish editing the Energy Update so I can include it in the report).

Thank you all for creating such a beautiful QUICKENING for all of us!

Much Love,
jona, lynne, amanda and jemma




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jonabryndis
Dear Sandy,

thank you for sharing!

So cool you could feel what I was trying describe above (didn't see your post until after I wrote my first impression).

There was a very cool 'low grumble' resonance going through your root chakra - this is something you may have felt without knowing what this was - this is your ROOT CHAKRA clearing itself and anchoring to the planet. 
Your energy showed the need to reconnect with FEMININE ENERGIES. The main healing resonance came in as 'sophianic merging' (see article link below) - it shows the trauma link to your mother's lineage. However, yo will not be able to resolve/reconcile it with your mother per se - the healing path is learning how to tune into your 'divine mother energies' within; perhaps through connecting more with nature and animals. This came in very strong for you "you need to take the time!" to connect.

Thank you for coming!

Please ask if you need more tips!

Love,
jona


SOPHIANIC PRINCIPLE

https://www.transcodes.com/blog/4592588517/Practical-Spirituality---Unifying-The-Energies-of-Nature-Nurture/11033486

Practical Spirituality - Unifying The Energies of Nature & Nurture
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As a human collective, the rebirth of our liberated True Self is strongly related to willingness to allow our Feminine Energies to take their sovereign place in our spiritual journey. We cannot reach enlightenment without surrendering our mind, or being willing to let go of our ego.


However, in order to developed a new spiritual pathway to a more inclusive and less positionalized view on our inner higher power our collective understanding of creation binds us to our ego mind. It is based on exclusiveness and therefore promotes dualism in us. In order to demonstrate the limitation in our collective beliefs I picked the most predominant evolutionary concepts 'Nature' vs 'Nurture' to illuminate how the ancient gnostic creation story can help us to contextualize Creation and Evolution as one and the same.


Keep in mind that the significance of this particular mythology is not trying to highlight the Feminine over the Masculine, or to convince you of a different spiritual belief, but to show a new pathway to spiritual maturity without fear of punishment or externalization of our inner higher power.


The Mythology of Gaia Sophia




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The Gaia Sophia myth is derived from the Gnostic creation story, in which the ‘goddess’ Sophia is seen as personification of the Divine Feminine Spirit and Divine Wisdom (see definition below). Her spirit resides in our planet Earth and functions as the live-bringer and protector of humanity. In the story she recognizes the fallaciousness of the ego in us humans – which forces her to make choice. Will she return to her own world and abandon her ‘flawed’ creation or will she continue to love her children by taking responsibility for her own manifestation?


As she realizes the contamination of human spirit as reflection of her own limitations, she reconnects with her deepest motherly love for us to allow herself to overcome the guilt and shame she is subjected to – and to give birth us as Gaia’s Children. With this evolutionary transformation we received the ability to combine both – to straddle both worlds simultaneously - to be human while having the opportunity to find Divine Wisdom through the spiritual pathway of Salvation.



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The relevance of this myth for us modern spiritual seekers today is not only in symbolizing the need to reconnect with the Mother Principle in order to liberate our Divine Self to manifest, but also in offering a unified creation and evolution theory. Most predominant spiritual traditions and beliefs present an imbalanced view of universal Divine Power through focusing on the Father Principle alone. Its associated masculine focus on power, fighting, fixing and eradicating errors fortifies the perception of ourselves as flawed and incomplete, rather than being able to see our potential as humans. The manifestation of this irreconcilable inner fragmentation can be observed in our inner and outer conflicts – always searching to be better, more powerful or more perfect than others.

 

Feminine energies on the other hand, which are represented through the archetypal Mother Principle and its resonances with trusting, loving and surrendering, can allow for our intuition and introspection to provide advantageous conditions for our consciousness to grow and our spirit to evolve. But don’t get me wrong, neither one of these primal energies within us alone can us lead us to our innate wisdom. The needed integration of our Inner Divinity into our human 3D life can only happen through an emancipation of both our primal sources of energies within; so that they can come together as unified and liberated from the binds of our ego giving birth to the third principle in us - Divine Creation.






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Compared to other creation stories and mythological allegories the emphasis in the Gaia Sophia narrative is on the process rather than the result. It shows the benefits of constantly evolving and adjusting over accomplishing a certain preconceived result and introduces a new paradigm of the purpose and meaning of our lives. It teaches us a new way reaching spiritual salvation, namely through self-reflection, self-absolution, devotion and redemption, rather than judgment, fear, guilt and absolution seeking.



While the Sophia myth begins with the inevitable realization that our human existence bears the constant conflict between our striving to higher consciousness while experiencing our own flaws and limitations, it also offers a sacred path to self-healing and ultimately evolution through continuous self-correction. It therefore offers a multitude of metaphysical wisdom and if understood right, a beautiful way to reconcile our internal relationship of our human and Divine nature - regardless of our religious beliefs or background. Through spiritual reflection and the willingness to become accountable for who we truly are it provides us with the inner prompting on how to harmonize our Divine nature with our mortal physical existence.




“The (mother principle) stands of the power that is active unconsciously in the soul, that brings about the raising into consciousness of the divine element in humanity…here we have one of the central concepts of Mystery-teachings, which acknowledges the human soul as the mother of the god, leading human beings unconsciously and it the inevitability of a nature force to their union with the divine “ Rudolf Steiner



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Her mystical narrative represents the feminine counter-part to the Jesus redemption story, in which she redeems herself through her unconditional love for humanity. Sacrificing her place in ‘heaven’ through staying with us humans and protecting her beloved but flawed manifestations. She is devoted to teach us the mysteries of the Feminine as part of our relationship with nature and the divine bringing humanity into harmony with the divine and natural order of rebirth.


The beauty of the Sophianic Principle reunites with both nature and nurture and helps through consciousness, which ultimately neutralizes the suffering of perceiving our humanity as limitation. It helps us to reconnect with the joy of experiencing our nature, meanwhile developing the ability to contextualize our human experience as pathway to higher wisdom.


Through our alignment with Divine Feminine we receive the initiation in divine understanding, allowing for the inner Union of myth and reason – the unconscious and the rational – the subjective and objective. It’s guiding us safely through our mystical inner search and struggles on our path to Divine Wisdom.



This inner spiritual transcendence represents the ongoing process of creation within us. It teaches us that we are indeed an integral part of creating the suffering in our world – but also that all human struggle can be healed, if we are willing to let go of the projections of our ego and finally dedicate our inner union to become of service to all humanity.


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Our personal salvation and volunatary redemption thus mirrors the restoration of the divine nature of humanity and transfigures our individual self-healing journey into a universally significant event.



While this may sound like a theoretical or metaphysical concept, the process of allowing the resonance of Divine Feminine to permeate our energy body is probably the most needed quantum leap into developing a higher overall collective consciousness. It could be seen as bringing back the feminine aspects of our existence back into the light – bringing back our spiritual awareness through the softness of intuitive guidance in combination with the power of intention.



Reconnecting with the Divine Feminine initiates the emancipation and reconciliation of wounded feminine aspects as it unifies the mother and father principle within us.



It initiates the emergence of the Sacred Rebirth of our Inner Light and ultimately leads to the fusion with our Divine (Christ-) Consciousness, through which we are reborn as self-actualized Holy Trinity of the Divine Father, Divine Mother and Divine Creation (Nature).


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The practical spiritual application of this sacred rebirthing process is the unconditional integration of self-love through dissolving all remainders of unhealed ego aspects.


The essence of attuning our energy body to the resonance of Gaia Sophia is therefore not about the seeking of more knowledge, or becoming ‘better’ than the Masculine/Father principle that still dominates our societies, but in the acceptance of Divine Truth to become our new reality. It allows us to accept our inner guidance and subjective internalization of our inner higher power and thus eliminates the need for external power.
 
The core of liberating the Fallen Feminine signifies the completion of our inner self-unification and thus brings back the needed wholeness into our live to freely love and be loved. It heals our core mother and femininity aspects within us and provides us with a new transformational way of approaching our journey.



Anybody who is willing to walk this path will experience an inner transformation that is unlike following any belief or belonging to a spiritual group!



Before I let you go, I want to point out the Sacred Inner Rebirth of our True Self is not just some philosophical or mental concept – it is a hands on inner healing process and goes very deep. Here, at transCODES we accompany our clients in this process through our remote energy GRACE transMISSION modalities leading up to the GRACE Gaia Sophia process.



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Healing Processes Connected with aligning to the GRACE Gaia Sophia 
resonance:



- Spiritual Reconnecting


- Rediscovering Inner Feeling vs. Conceptualizing


- Finding our True Inner Voice


- Allowing our Intuition & Perception


- Listening to our Inner Guidance


- Reconciling with our Inner Child


- Emancipating/Balancing both Masculine and Feminine Energies within


- Shadow-Work


- Trauma Healing


- Karmic Resolution


- Reunion, True Love & Relationship aspects


- Application of Spiritual Wisdom & Heart-based Manifestation


 

If you are interested in this kind of deeper spiritual reconciliation work check out our upcomig events for the GRACE Gaia Sophia Marathon - 3 Day Remote Energy Mindfulness Crash Course.

 


 


Much Love,


jona bryndis


Energy Coach & Founder of transCODES





[QUOTE username=Sandy userid=6620323 postid=1308645275]Thank you Jona and Trans-coaches,
I actually had a wonderful experience where I envisaged my light body floating high up in the cosmos amongst the stars where I was being rocked gently by silver light whilst being suspended in weighlesness!  My awareness was drawn back to my physical body where I experienced a tingling on the parts of my body which were being scanned, almost as if in a hoola whoop which was moving up and down my body.  After observing these sensations for a while I experienced what I believe to be other energy bodies surrounding me... in a good way  I could not see faces I could only feel them as their energies touched / bumped into mine as a slight merging of our energies which was not unpleasant, but felt like the friction between two magnets repelling each other.  Due to the stangeness of the sensation I found myself automatically going into I AM breathing from my heart centre which pulled in thoughts of love and loss of my recently deceased mother allowing me to release the pain of the loss!  My cession ended with beautiful colors flowing through my mind without thoughts making me feel calm, loved and at peace with myself.
I thank you all with love and gratitude for your devotion and energy to this session.[/QUOTE]
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cher
Dear Jona and all beautiful souls,
Thank you for this awesome transmission and session report, i found it to be awe inspiring..  I was at work so I just felt deep into myself and allowed the field created here to enter my being.  I felt very stable, at ease, safe and very connected.  For the first time in awhile i felt clear.  i was so in touch with my femininity  I could feel back into myself again.  what came up for me is how often i have settled in my life.  just accepted stuff even though it wasnt for me highest good  I made a pack with myself to choose that which i know is best for me.  I always welcome any insights you may have from your side and thank you all again for creating this beautiful space.
Much love and gratitude,
cher
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jonabryndis
Dear Cher,

thank you for coming and for sharing!


Very cool you could connect with this deeper - self-healing part of you!

The strongest 'medicine' that came in for you (besides the group aspects) is the power of DISCERNMENT. Again, I heard the reminder to not take on other people's emotions as yours! 

However, there was another aspect to this this time. It pointed out how 'nobody owns emotions'. Feeling something, absorbing something or generating something that simply goes through you - there is no ownership for negative or positive energies. In essence, it means that that we are influenced through energetic 'weather' just like 3D weather - it's nobody fault nor can anybody take credits for it.

Not sure how this relates with your current experiences, but it feels like it's linked to how you are letting others 'make' you feel in a certain way. You are not a victim! You can step out or let it go through you.


I know you already have the awareness for this, I am just reporting what this inner message from your True Self was trying to remind you of.

Thank you for coming!

Love,
jona
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Luna
Hi Jona

Thank you for the session - due to the time difference I was asleep at the start, and then woke up about 10 minutes in, altho it was my daughter who woke me up and I felt I could have slept for hours longer! I feel a deep sense of inner peace and clam, despite the surface stuff that is more angsty. I would be grateful if you could share anything about what you picked up for me.

Thank you and love
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jonabryndis
Dear Luna,

thank you for sharing and for coming!

I can relate to the 'angsty' feeling you mentioned - in the report I will go a little deeper into this CORE FEAR that was present at the beginning of the session. It was basically about learning how to out-vibrate this unspecified angst that we (as energetically sensitives and empaths pick up on). 

There was a lovely feeling of FOREGIVENESS in your field...this forgiveness reaches deep into your personal understanding of FAITH. There is a part of you that doesn't fully understand 'why you?' and thus resists your own true power, Luna. I don't know if you can connect with what I am writing here, but it has to do with you trying to understand your own purpose with your mind rather than you heart. If you can tune more into this peaceful feeling that you described above, you can find the way to your HIGHER UNDERSTANDING - which can then wipe out all the overlay of betrayal, injustice and victimhood. I did not fee victimhood in your field, but there is a deeply ingrained fear of being abandoned in you that wants to be reconciled.

There was an OFFERING for you in this session (like a download but not the same - more like a choice that you need to make). 

Please let me know if this resonates with you.

Much Love,

jona

Luna wrote:
Hi Jona

Thank you for the session - due to the time difference I was asleep at the start, and then woke up about 10 minutes in, altho it was my daughter who woke me up and I felt I could have slept for hours longer! I feel a deep sense of inner peace and clam, despite the surface stuff that is more angsty. I would be grateful if you could share anything about what you picked up for me.

Thank you and love
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WhenMyHeartSpeaks
Hello,

I am new here and this is my first time participating in a session.  I was lucky to read the email a few hours before the healing and to have the day off.  During the session I lay on my bed and started taking long slow breaths like I do when I meditate, but then I just decided to breathe normally.  I fell asleep pretty quickly.  I woke up feeling really bad physically and I drank a ton of water and felt better.  I really appreciate the spiritual healing work and would be grateful for any personal reading of my energy you could give.
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Lavender
 Dearest Jona and all co-facilitators, 

My session seemed to start last night even though I read the invocation at the start. A few repeat lessons I went through that I've experienced before. One was to trust my intuition while communicating clearly to clarify incongruences.  I still fell into a few old patterns with awareness this time.  It's rather comical how predictable I can be at times. 

During the session I briefly saw and felt my body as we often see in drawings of earth.  I simply breathed Loved into/with/through this grounded visual. 

I had a terrific morning in nature and was fortunate that my dog got to run up and down big hills and be her True Self.  So cool to see her happy.  I could learn a thing or two from her love of free
spiritedness.  

All the best to all  🌸
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melly
Hello Jona and the transmission group!

I haven't been around for a while, been doing a lot of processing lately... but the timing of this session worked out well considering I had some medical treatment yesterday and with the intensity of the last full moon its sure been an energetic rollercoaster ride. 
I woke an hour or so before the session and felt the buzzing before we even began. To start with I felt myself "pop out" of my core when I had some thoughts about problem solving (other peoples problems..LOL). It was like "ohhh so that's what projecting is". 
So I kept bringing myself back in and reconnected, and saw some children in a classroom and felt just how beautiful they are with their simple desires to please. It was a class with blonde boys and girls, which then changed to an image of a little blond girl which may have been my inner child. Not sure..my family all start off blonde before the Olive DNA takes over :-)
But what really struck me was remembering the sensation of being in touch with that magical energy source of youth. "With this anything is possible" .... despite the traumas of my childhood the feeling was there and I had forgotten that.
And also I had this guidance that went "So this planet is pretty bumpy right now, its OK that I see and feel so much hidden stuff but it is what it is, and that's OK. Just let life IN".
Cool.

Right now Im totally shattered, I had some heavy medication yesterday but even so...phew! OMG so tired and an old injury (right knee) is giving me grief so Im hobbling about. Thanks for the flash report Jona, it explains some of this exhaustion. 
And thanks for the you tube updates too Jona, been lurking from time to time.
I need a new device to be able to get onto Patreon and must be the last person on earth operating without Chrome (my laptop crashes if I try download it). Birthday coming up though, I feel a new gadget coming!

Love and blessings and thanks to you all.
xxx Melanie ❥
(hope this all makes sense, so tired Im struggling to focus) 
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Luna



Thank you so much Jona! What beautiful insights. And I resonate with all of them. I have been doing some intense integration work lately which has transformed my inner self and I do feel as though forgiveness is a part of that. I feel I am currently experiencing a paradigm shift and I'm getting messages from different places about needing to step into my own power, that I am not recognising or trusting my true power. I'm still trying to figure out how to do this! I'm not sure what that looks like. From what you said, perhaps just constantly trying to keep connection with the deep feeling of peace I have been experiencing at a deep level?

My mind is very busy and I feel does get in front of my heart sometimes - as part of the paradigm shift I am going through I am exploring my direction in life particularly with regards to career and am stepping my toe into a possible career change which my heart is yearning for but my mind is coming up with a  lot of fear-based things (money, what other ppl will think and say etc). Also standing up for what I believe in, which may mean I need to try and manage conflict with another which I'm scared of, but I feel strongly in my heart that I need to speak up. I also resonate with your point about fear of abandonment, and I think that the fear stuff my mind comes up with is largely based around this.

I love the should the the offering but I'm not sure I quite understand that - do you mean that at the moment there is a choice I need to make? Or that the offering will present itself soon in my life as a choice that I will need to make?

Thank you so much again.

Love Luna

jonabryndis wrote:
Dear Luna,
thank you for sharing and for coming!

I can relate to the 'angsty' feeling you mentioned - in the report I will go a little deeper into this CORE FEAR that was present at the beginning of the session. It was basically about learning how to out-vibrate this unspecified angst that we (as energetically sensitives and empaths pick up on). 

There was a lovely feeling of FOREGIVENESS in your field...this forgiveness reaches deep into your personal understanding of FAITH. There is a part of you that doesn't fully understand 'why you?' and thus resists your own true power, Luna. I don't know if you can connect with what I am writing here, but it has to do with you trying to understand your own purpose with your mind rather than you heart. If you can tune more into this peaceful feeling that you described above, you can find the way to your HIGHER UNDERSTANDING - which can then wipe out all the overlay of betrayal, injustice and victimhood. I did not fee victimhood in your field, but there is a deeply ingrained fear of being abandoned in you that wants to be reconciled.

There was an OFFERING for you in this session (like a download but not the same - more like a choice that you need to make). 

Please let me know if this resonates with you.

Much Love,

jona

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jonabryndis
Dear WhenMyHeartSpeaks,

thank you for sharing!

Water came in during this session - it's a liquid form energy that nourishes and cleanses us. Cool it helped you to get out to the place you felt when you awoke. What were some of the feelings you had in regards to connecting within?

From my end, looking at you energies I felt quite a bit of fear (which is not uncommon, especially if you don't have a lot of experience with energy work yet). Most of the session seemed to be about clearing your Heart field. The main message for you was to TRUST & ALLOW into your own heart's ability to connect with your higher power. Maybe you can take 5 min each day (most people choose morning right after waking and right before going to sleep). I recommend to practice with the 5-Minute Alignment:







Try to feel into your center and breathe through your heart. This allows you to feel your heart (not the physical but the energetic heart) better, so that you can learn to feel when you need more SELF-LOVE.

Hope this helps.
Please feel free to ask.


Love,
jona



Hello,

I am new here and this is my first time participating in a session.  I was lucky to read the email a few hours before the healing and to have the day off.  During the session I lay on my bed and started taking long slow breaths like I do when I meditate, but then I just decided to breathe normally.  I fell asleep pretty quickly.  I woke up feeling really bad physically and I drank a ton of water and felt better.  I really appreciate the spiritual healing work and would be grateful for any personal reading of my energy you could give.
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jonabryndis
Dear Lavender,

thank you for coming!

"During the session I briefly saw and felt my body as we often see in drawings of earth.  I simply breathed Loved into/with/through this grounded visual." Cool you picked up on that, Lavender. This is the ANCHORING I mentioned in the First Impression. This session was like an instruction session on how to out vibrate our inner disconnect.

The main message for you was to not isolate. Yes, cool your doggy get's what she needs. Now tune yourself into this place as well - you have needs too! Just because your energy goes low sometimes doesn't mean that you don't deserve having needs, wants or being loved <3 Accept that there is darkness and choose to no longer being afraid of it. Without you accepting this your energy will continue to be fragmented, which allows for other people's toxic energies to get a foothold in your field.

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Much Love,
jona


Lavender wrote:
 Dearest Jona and all co-facilitators, 

My session seemed to start last night even though I read the invocation at the start. A few repeat lessons I went through that I've experienced before. One was to trust my intuition while communicating clearly to clarify incongruences.  I still fell into a few old patterns with awareness this time.  It's rather comical how predictable I can be at times. 

During the session I briefly saw and felt my body as we often see in drawings of earth.  I simply breathed Loved into/with/through this grounded visual. 

I had a terrific morning in nature and was fortunate that my dog got to run up and down big hills and be her True Self.  So cool to see her happy.  I could learn a thing or two from her love of free
spiritedness.  

All the best to all  🌸
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cher
Dear Jona,
Thank you, thank you, thank you for so clearly stating what has been resonating inside me lately.  I dont have to take on others pain in order for them to heal, it somehow got stored in me (way before i could remember) that i needed to help out that way.
It is a great reminder that emotions can just go through me, just feel them and let them go.  I am grateful for you and your wisdom and love.
Much love and gratitude again,
cher
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jonabryndis
Dear Melly,

thank you for coming! You are always welcome!

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I like how you see that problem solving often focusses around solving other people's problems, and how this can be a distraction mechanism of your ego. It's what distracts from truly loving yourself. Cool!

Once you realize this dealing with this ego mechanism is merely a discipline - of checking in with yourself and your true needs before exhausting yourself with other ppl's stuff. We contextualize this need as CO-DEPENDENCY - the part in us that was conditioned to work towards the needs of others and often disregarding our own in the process (distraction mechanism). You already have a reference feeling for this now, so just keep connecting within regardless of whether you feel good or not!

As for the inner vision you connected with during this session, this is interesting. Connecting with this 'magical energy' you recalled you had when you where young is basically a guidance from your True Self to focus and energize the part in you BEFORE all the trauma and toxicity around you altered your energy/attitude towards yourself. The main healing resonance identified was the power of Non-Judgment and Unconditionality. However, the interesting part for me was how it showed the connection between you slowly giving up your power - bit by bit - and how as a consequence of that, you became more and more externalized. 

Externalization of our power is a conditioning. It happens at an early stage. It makes us believe that we have to be in a certain way to 'deserve' love - until we forget who we truly are (yes, in the latest Energy update I talk exactly about that! - see below).



What this means for your healing process is that you need to recognize where you have given your power away and CLAIM IT BACK - but without judging what 'was done to you'. See, the judgment is what energizes the resentment and ultimately self-sacrificial attitude in you. Both are lower vibes and therefor counterproductive to your healing.It's not about the 'why' - it's all about the 'how'.

The way this came in for me when working with your energy was the message "OPEN THE GATE" - it looked like you were standing in front of a large gate ... and you know that this is where you need to go (last week I called this the 'bridge'), but in order to get 'there' you have to open the gate first. This is symbolic for overcoming your fear (of dying)... allow the gate to open Melly! 

Remember your ORIGINAL STATE - before you allowed for your energy to be highjacked (be it through the collective or buying into the believe that love is conditional). There you will find the power to rewrite your story and with it also you cellular memory.

It goes along with your insight: "So this planet is pretty bumpy right now, its OK that I see and feel so much hidden stuff but it is what it is, and that's OK. Just let life IN". 

Yes, let life come in! Eventually life comes with death, but what we do with it is what defines our experience while we are alive.

<3

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Thank you for sharing!

Much Love,


melly wrote:
Hello Jona and the transmission group!

I haven't been around for a while, been doing a lot of processing lately... but the timing of this session worked out well considering I had some medical treatment yesterday and with the intensity of the last full moon its sure been an energetic rollercoaster ride. 
I woke an hour or so before the session and felt the buzzing before we even began. To start with I felt myself "pop out" of my core when I had some thoughts about problem solving (other peoples problems..LOL). It was like "ohhh so that's what projecting is". 
So I kept bringing myself back in and reconnected, and saw some children in a classroom and felt just how beautiful they are with their simple desires to please. It was a class with blonde boys and girls, which then changed to an image of a little blond girl which may have been my inner child. Not sure..my family all start off blonde before the Olive DNA takes over :-)
But what really struck me was remembering the sensation of being in touch with that magical energy source of youth. "With this anything is possible" .... despite the traumas of my childhood the feeling was there and I had forgotten that.
And also I had this guidance that went "So this planet is pretty bumpy right now, its OK that I see and feel so much hidden stuff but it is what it is, and that's OK. Just let life IN".
Cool.

Right now Im totally shattered, I had some heavy medication yesterday but even so...phew! OMG so tired and an old injury (right knee) is giving me grief so Im hobbling about. Thanks for the flash report Jona, it explains some of this exhaustion. 
And thanks for the you tube updates too Jona, been lurking from time to time.
I need a new device to be able to get onto Patreon and must be the last person on earth operating without Chrome (my laptop crashes if I try download it). Birthday coming up though, I feel a new gadget coming!

Love and blessings and thanks to you all.
xxx Melanie ❥
(hope this all makes sense, so tired Im struggling to focus) 
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Valerie
Hi Jona and all who who facilitated in this transmission,  thank you

I listened to 'Remember the Light' and sat down and listened to the invocation. I was very restless and my mind was taking me all over the place, I was just an observer at this stage. After maybe about 10 minutes, I held my breath and focused on my heart and breathing, this seemed to help. I felt quite relaxed and calm and happy that I was fully conscious. Towards the end of the session I began to feel restless again for no apparent reason but I was still very relaxed and felt at peace. I did notice that my throat was extremely dry and I felt quite thirsty (and have felt so for a few days prior to the transmission). It seems that no matter how much I have been drinking, the dryness is still there. 

Apart from these observations I enjoyed the peacefulness of this transmission.

Love
Valerie  😊😊💜💜
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jonabryndis
Dear Valerie,


thank you for sharing and for coming!

I can tell how this place is becoming more and more familiar for your energy. Fir the first time I felt like you are fulling allowing everything to just be. Sure, the mind will also feel like it needs to comment on everything, but I could tell that you were not giving it a lot of power. It just was - and you were okay with it. This is noteworthy Valerie! Allowing things to be the way they are is a very important prerequisite for being able to recognize truth. Not in the sense of tolerating things that degrade us or that violate our boundaries, but in the way of not resisting truth. Nice!

The next step is to call on your higher power. This amy be something you are not so familiar with. When we are ready to accept truth, we may find that there are moments we need to realize that we cannot control the development or outcome of a certain problem. This is when you need to remember that you have this higher power in you - and that when you ask it, it will guide you. It's not mystical or religious, it simply is a result of the inner relationship you have been fostering. 

Our True Self is not just some abstract - it's the eternal part in us that can carry us through situations when we (our ego self) feel powerless. The guidance from your True Self was to remember this and to not turn away from your inner power when you need it the most!
🙂

It felt lovely and reminded me to trust in my own more when I feel low.

Thank you!


Love,
jona




Valerie wrote:
Hi Jona and all who who facilitated in this transmission,  thank you

I listened to 'Remember the Light' and sat down and listened to the invocation. I was very restless and my mind was taking me all over the place, I was just an observer at this stage. After maybe about 10 minutes, I held my breath and focused on my heart and breathing, this seemed to help. I felt quite relaxed and calm and happy that I was fully conscious. Towards the end of the session I began to feel restless again for no apparent reason but I was still very relaxed and felt at peace. I did notice that my throat was extremely dry and I felt quite thirsty (and have felt so for a few days prior to the transmission). It seems that no matter how much I have been drinking, the dryness is still there. 

Apart from these observations I enjoyed the peacefulness of this transmission.

Love
Valerie  😊😊💜💜
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WhenMyHeartSpeaks
Hi Jona,

Thank you so much for your reply.  I think that when it comes to connecting within I feel really disconnected.  Recently I had experiences where I felt like my heart was screaming at me for attention and I interpreted that as that I don't listen to my heart much, but I am also questioning that interpretation and a lot of things going on in my life right now.  I pray to God every day to help me be able to tell what is true and what is not true and who to trust and who not to trust, but I don't feel I am able to.  At the beginning of this year I met someone who I think may have created an energy cord with my heart chakra intentionally but I don't know for sure.  He came to where I was working and looked at me for a long time with a really gentle expression and then he left and I felt really peaceful.  When I realized later on that he could read my thoughts I felt fear in my heart so strong it caused physical pain.  I felt the fear and physical pain again when he acted angry at me.  I thought that was a sign I should be wary of him.  Then a month ago when I found out he was leaving I felt horrible sadness in my heart like I was losing a family member and I thought that meant that I had been wrong about him being a bad person and that my heart must know more than my head and that my heart wouldn't feel that way unless he was a good person.  I cried a lot over losing him.  Now I am back to not knowing what is true about this or about a lot of things in life.  I was coping with losing him by praying to God for his wellbeing and to spiritually heal me so I could be a good partner in a love relationship.  Now I think I should try to detach from him and pray to God to help me deal with the situation.

I woke up feeling physically really bad this morning.  I haven't felt well physically or spiritually for quite a while now.  For the past few days I've been feeling pains in my 1st chakra areas.  I do think it's accurate that I live with a lot of fear, and that I need a lot of work on my heart.  I think it would be a good idea to journal about what my heart or true self wants because I feel like I'm in a ton of situations that aren't right and that could be why I have such a hard time connecting.

Really though, I learned to feel my center trying to protect myself from others trying to throw me off center, and I feel most connected to the guidance of my true self when I do something I feel bad about / regret and have to learn from my mistake and vow to never do that thing again.  That's not the same as feeling generally connected to my true self which would be a great thing.

Thank you for the tools and tips.  I will check them out.

jonabryndis wrote:
Dear WhenMyHeartSpeaks,

thank you for sharing!

Water came in during this session - it's a liquid form energy that nourishes and cleanses us. Cool it helped you to get out to the place you felt when you awoke. What were some of the feelings you had in regards to connecting within?

From my end, looking at you energies I felt quite a bit of fear (which is not uncommon, especially if you don't have a lot of experience with energy work yet). Most of the session seemed to be about clearing your Heart field. The main message for you was to TRUST & ALLOW into your own heart's ability to connect with your higher power. Maybe you can take 5 min each day (most people choose morning right after waking and right before going to sleep). I recommend to practice with the 5-Minute Alignment:







Try to feel into your center and breathe through your heart. This allows you to feel your heart (not the physical but the energetic heart) better, so that you can learn to feel when you need more SELF-LOVE.

Hope this helps.
Please feel free to ask.


Love,
jona

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melly
Dearest Jona thanks for the feedback.

Feeling so much better today, and wow Im really getting what this reclaiming of self truly means. The patterns of programming are so obvious. While the craziness and lies of the world and our respective families/cultures appear to be the reason why this is happening on the surface, its suddenly become apparent that to me that the dynamic is much deeper within. Been reading/learning about this for decades but it takes something else to really get it.

The links on this thread have helped so much, been reading the Grace Gaia Sophia articles again and its gone in at another level. This weeks update was funny too, I just knew that old knee issue had popped up this past week for a reason! 
Caught up recently on the  Gaslighting/Empath-narcissist/co-dependency stuff that youve been posting...and with this True Self session I had the sudden understanding that the intellectual information in all of this is telling me that its OK to boot that out of my energy field..its NOT MY STUFF. 
I get what you mean about opening the gate and letting stuff in regardless of the fear of death. Was pondering that overnight. But beyond all that and my pattern of disconnection the buzz has been very strong lately, almost an excitement...like OMG this world is totally crazy but wow..I wonder whats gonna happen next?! 

Much love and gratitude to all,
melly ❦❥❧
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jonabryndis
Dear WhenMyHeartSpeaks,

thank you much for sharing! I can relate to the confusion you describe - and I want to confirm your latter insights "Now I think I should try to detach from him and pray to God to help me deal with the situation." Asking your higher power to show you ways to deal with and basically let go of whatever the attachment is that is causing pain is the way to go. This is what I mean with TRUST & ALLOW! The trust comes from a source of energy within your heart. It  strengthens your sense of self and truth - and with it your trust in love. 

I can confirm that you have had energetic ties in your heart to this man you describe. But these ties are not the cause for your pain - they are merely a consequence of you not fully trusting in your heart. See, when others can pick up on our insecurity they can easily bind us into a false sense of security and even false sense of self. The attachment was not to him but what he represented for you...hence the grieving pain was not really about him personally, but what you thought this relationship was providing for you.

Becoming a better relationship partner means to develop a better relationship with oneself. The quality of our outer relationships are merely a consequence of the quality of our inner relationship.

If you would like to learn how to develop this inner relationship with you true self check out my Sacred Self Healing Program. It's specifically designed to guide a person through this process (with daily meditation, workbook and online workshops). 

The pathway to your heart is within you. You don't need anybody or anything - it's just that we sometimes can't seem to find the 'entrance'.

Coming here and taking the time for the session, for reading and writing about your feelings is a wonderful step toward this! Whatever in you guided you to come and participate is guiding you to explore ways to connect within. Keep going, WhenMyHeartSpeaks! Get yourself a beautiful journal and speak to your true self everyday!

Thank you so much for sharing!

Love,
jona

Hi Jona,

Thank you so much for your reply.  I think that when it comes to connecting within I feel really disconnected.  Recently I had experiences where I felt like my heart was screaming at me for attention and I interpreted that as that I don't listen to my heart much, but I am also questioning that interpretation and a lot of things going on in my life right now.  I pray to God every day to help me be able to tell what is true and what is not true and who to trust and who not to trust, but I don't feel I am able to.  At the beginning of this year I met someone who I think may have created an energy cord with my heart chakra intentionally but I don't know for sure.  He came to where I was working and looked at me for a long time with a really gentle expression and then he left and I felt really peaceful.  When I realized later on that he could read my thoughts I felt fear in my heart so strong it caused physical pain.  I felt the fear and physical pain again when he acted angry at me.  I thought that was a sign I should be wary of him.  Then a month ago when I found out he was leaving I felt horrible sadness in my heart like I was losing a family member and I thought that meant that I had been wrong about him being a bad person and that my heart must know more than my head and that my heart wouldn't feel that way unless he was a good person.  I cried a lot over losing him.  Now I am back to not knowing what is true about this or about a lot of things in life.  I was coping with losing him by praying to God for his wellbeing and to spiritually heal me so I could be a good partner in a love relationship.  Now I think I should try to detach from him and pray to God to help me deal with the situation.

I woke up feeling physically really bad this morning.  I haven't felt well physically or spiritually for quite a while now.  For the past few days I've been feeling pains in my 1st chakra areas.  I do think it's accurate that I live with a lot of fear, and that I need a lot of work on my heart.  I think it would be a good idea to journal about what my heart or true self wants because I feel like I'm in a ton of situations that aren't right and that could be why I have such a hard time connecting.

Really though, I learned to feel my center trying to protect myself from others trying to throw me off center, and I feel most connected to the guidance of my true self when I do something I feel bad about / regret and have to learn from my mistake and vow to never do that thing again.  That's not the same as feeling generally connected to my true self which would be a great thing.

Thank you for the tools and tips.  I will check them out.

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jonabryndis
Dear Melly,

thank you for sharing your beautiful insights!
Yes, the world is crazy, but there are ways to out-vibrate all this. In fact, this session was filled with instructions for us on how to do this...

Cool you are catching up on the energy updates and other videos! Yes! - It's not only okay but a prerogative to boot out anything/anyone toxic in your life. The mere fact that you doubted this or  yourself - or perhaps even felt guilty for having needs, wants and desires is telling you how you have truly been gaslighted/lit. It is your birthright to express those and to choose accordingly. Nothing and nobody has the right to make you feel you couldn't!

Love,
jona






melly wrote:
Dearest Jona thanks for the feedback.

Feeling so much better today, and wow Im really getting what this reclaiming of self truly means. The patterns of programming are so obvious. While the craziness and lies of the world and our respective families/cultures appear to be the reason why this is happening on the surface, its suddenly become apparent that to me that the dynamic is much deeper within. Been reading/learning about this for decades but it takes something else to really get it.

The links on this thread have helped so much, been reading the Grace Gaia Sophia articles again and its gone in at another level. This weeks update was funny too, I just knew that old knee issue had popped up this past week for a reason! 
Caught up recently on the  Gaslighting/Empath-narcissist/co-dependency stuff that youve been posting...and with this True Self session I had the sudden understanding that the intellectual information in all of this is telling me that its OK to boot that out of my energy field..its NOT MY STUFF. 
I get what you mean about opening the gate and letting stuff in regardless of the fear of death. Was pondering that overnight. But beyond all that and my pattern of disconnection the buzz has been very strong lately, almost an excitement...like OMG this world is totally crazy but wow..I wonder whats gonna happen next?! 

Much love and gratitude to all,
melly ❦❥❧
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jonabryndis
Group Flash Report

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Hi Everybody!

thank you for coming to this very deep connecting session.

This was an unusually beautiful session. We are still somewhat stunned by the high frequency of this transMISSION....

I hope you had a good experience! Many of you are posting and sharing in the forum - this is so needed right now! For our inner relationship to strengthen and for our The message in this CONNECTING WITH OUR TRUE SELF training and healing was loud and clear:

YOU ARE NOT ALONE!

There was fear and the feeling of not belonging or being wanted that came forward right at the beginning of the session. Part of this emergence is linked to collective energies. The ongoing uncertainty and frustration is making us doubt ourselves; and so it was to be expected to having to face this layer of our inner disconnection first up. However, what followed was a really intense inner expansion and a feeling that we are being heard. It allowed us to trust and to open ourselves for RECEIVING THE MESSAGE that we are safe and protected. As mentioned, this was unusually strong and it felt greater than what we can normally feel. It didn't come from our mind or sounded like a self-coaching voice - it was more like the PRESENCE OF SOMETHING BEYOND OUR COMPREHENSION that was guiding us to open up and allow the flow. The overall feel of this 'medicine' was like a QUICKENING.


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In the first 10 min very strong physical sensations in arms and legs, especially on the left side (later extending to jaw, shoulder and lower back) were felt. It showed us how our energy was aligning to a more soft and loving attitude towards ourselves. Our left body half is typically associated with our feminine energies, but also with the RECEIVING aspect of our being. Tension, pains or twitches indicate that the energy in these areas is speeding up (typically because it was too slow for optimal energy flow). The meaning of any physical sensations coming up during a remote energy session shows us how physical manipulation is really only on the surface of what is going on in our energy body.

The color coding here indicates the chakras/energy centers involved in physical releases and sensations.

The main chakras involved in this session where our HEART CHAKRA (4th), THROAT CHAKRA (5th), CROWN CHAKRA (7th) and ROOT CHAKRA (1st) - see charts below.

  
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Overall the experience felt visionary or deeper than just emotional or mental clearing. Due to your willingness to truly connect within we were able to receive a direct transMISSION from our Higher Self! Without making it sound special, I do  want to point out that this session had a VERY DEEP SPIRITUAL NATURE. In that it was very different than most True Self sessions. Not that it's weird to have a spiritual experience when connecting within, but since we all still tend to think too much, it was really cool to see how fast we can overcome our fears and resistances to allowing inner stillness or feeling physical releases.

The main energetic process in this session was about ACCEPTING & ANCHORING OUR OWN LIGHT. 

In energy work we are very much aware of this aspect of our being, and part of the objective of any energy healing session is to tap into the remembrance that we are a SOUL WITH A 3D BODY - AND NOT A BODY WITH A SOUL. Forgetting this is one of the biggest obstacles for us on our inner journey. We are programmed to disconnect from our Inner Higher Power and thus begin to look for answers outside of ourselves! It leads to neglecting our ability to discern from within. In fact, it has become so normal to be surrounded by negativity and life-draining energies that it is getting harder and harder to know the difference! 

When we lose our inner connection we lose our natural instinct to discern if something is life-sustaining or life-draining. We cannot know what we want and what our priorities are! Without an inner connection we are basically not able to make healthy choices! All choices affect our personal energy, but not just based on their outcome, but more importantly based on the energy and inner alignment at the moment of making that choice. 


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An inner alignment based on the higher vibrational energies of Love towards ourselves and everything that exists resonates with the all encompassing Divine Field that permeates all beings in our universe. With an inner attitude based on LOVE FOR LIFE we are attracting energies that naturally carry the resonances for Healing, Beauty, Neutrality, Compassion, and Abundance into our lives. The Divine Field we are tuning into when connecting with our True Self is self-propelling and all inclusive - and thus sets our energy up for effortless oneness, health, wealth and love and thus effortlessly manifests our natural states of expansion, self-organization (synchronicity), self-correction, and creation. 

In contrast, lower vibrational energies resonate on the level of our ego, which aligns our energy to separation, exclusiveness, competition and self-gain. When we feel disconnected everything can feel dark, scary or sad, which it's why so important to cultivate the practice of connecting within!

My hope is that this first hand experience can provide the motivation and strengthens the guidance to spend more time with your True Self. This is what can lead you and carry you through dark or low moments. Never forget this!


If you fell asleep or had really 'weird' stuff going on, then know that is is what it can be like to connect with your true self. You were plugged into DIVINE WIFI - directly, without middlemen or translators. However, our job as energy works is to help you with the translation. Please use the opportunity to inquire about your personal energy during the session. We will gladly respond.

Here a brief CONCEPTS FOR EMPATHS Video on what is meant with DIVINE WIFI 





On a different note, those of you who are very visual in your perception PLEASE SHARE YOUR VISIONS!!!!!!! regardless how weird they seem to you. There were very fundamental things shown in this session - I would love for you to see how we are all connected on this level!


Personally, I haven't felt such a strong download of INSTRUCTIONS ON HOW TO COMMUNICATE & UNITE with my True Self in a True Self session. This session marked my 7th anniversary of offering free monthly True Self Sessions - and it made me realize once more how I much I love to experience this inner connection and sharing this space with you! Thank you all for your trust and support, and especially all the transCOACHES here at transCODES who help facilitating this session every month!



Much Love,
jona, lynne, amanda and jemma
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Becky
Hi everyone!

Thank you Jona and all the facilitators for this safe space to connect. I definitely felt this session went deep. I am not sure if I fell asleep, I did experience the movie reels and "weird" stuff you spoke about. This space really helped me to connect with my True self and I am so grateful. It's something I knew I needed to start doing more and more especially because I have observed I have been really pulled into my false self. Belonging came up, as well as performance and needing to perform in ways so others will love me, which does not surprise me because I definitely knew I have been operating in this false perception. Thank you for giving me the space to connect with others and recommit to spending more time with my true self :-) It was a beautiful session. Thank you! I'd love to hear any feedback you have!
Love
Becky 
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jonabryndis
Dear Becky,

thank you for your beautiful sharing.

It's really all about that - taking the time to connect within. I'm glad you had a good experience - especially since you noticed how you disconnect. This is important Becky, cause this time you didn't beat yourself up for it! It tells me that you are more okay with yourself - that you are willing to take responsibility for how you show up for yourself WITHOUT GUILT!

🙂

The guidance for you was PATIENCE. 
...which means giving yourself the time you need...loving yourself regardless...standing in truth with yourself at all times.

<3

Thank you for coming, Becky!

Love,
jona 



Becky wrote:
Hi everyone!

Thank you Jona and all the facilitators for this safe space to connect. I definitely felt this session went deep. I am not sure if I fell asleep, I did experience the movie reels and "weird" stuff you spoke about. This space really helped me to connect with my True self and I am so grateful. It's something I knew I needed to start doing more and more especially because I have observed I have been really pulled into my false self. Belonging came up, as well as performance and needing to perform in ways so others will love me, which does not surprise me because I definitely knew I have been operating in this false perception. Thank you for giving me the space to connect with others and recommit to spending more time with my true self :-) It was a beautiful session. Thank you! I'd love to hear any feedback you have!
Love
Becky 
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WhenMyHeartSpeaks
Hey Jona,

Thank you so much for your kind advice.  The situation is complicated because at the job I had right before this one I had another psychic supervisor who pretended to love me in order to spy on me and try to get me to quit.  I felt him touch my heart energetically at the beginning of this and think he was cording my heart because that makes it easier to psychically read another person I guess?  I ended up hearing his voice in my head telepathically at times which was so scary.  I fear the man I was talking about at the job I have now also corded my heart also to psychically spy on me to help my employers get rid of me.  At my previous job it turned out that almost everyone was psychic and really bad people who read me without my consent and I couldn't describe how horrible that was or how it hurt to have people pretend to love me or be my friend just to spy on me and harm me.  Then at the job I am at now I am dealing again with psychic people and non-psychic people who spy on me and pretend to be my friend to spy and harm me and set traps to harm me.  That's why everyday I pray to God to help me see what is true and not true and to know who to trust and who not to trust.  I had another job but they forced me out with lying and setting traps and spying and manipulation.  Then in my classes at school I sensed corrupt professors doing the same things to me (lots of professors are psychic as well) and in my volunteer job at a school working with children I also perceive manipulation and game playing  of me by the teachers I work with.  So it feels like God is really putting me through the wringer when it comes to seeing truth from lies.  I never have any time to heal really.  I go from a horrible PTSD situation to another PTSD situation with a bunch of similarities.

I still don't know if I should give up on this man.  If I could get definitive proof that he is a bad or good person I could decide.  I guess I can keep praying to God for guidance about this and help for the highest good of both of us.  I am so tired of the drama with people everywhere and could so use a job where I don't have to worry about money or other people scheming to harm me.  Right now I am questioning whether I should file a complaint about the dirty politics playing at work or if they would just use it as evidence against me.  I probably need to just get out of there but I don't have much hope that another job would be any better.

I definitely saw with this man that I was hurting him because of my own lack of self-love and self-acceptance.  I don't know if my inner relationship has to do with my problems with people I see as being bad people.  I don't want to have anything to do with such people and they punish me for it, trying to bully me into pretending to like and respect them.  I can try to find another job but this happens wherever I go.

If anyone reading here can relate to anything I wrote or give any advice I would appreciate it.  I feel alone in these experiences, especially the ones about being targeted wherever I go by negative psychics.  I swear I pray to God constantly asking for help with everything because it's just me myself and God.  I swear suffering and desperation motivate me to learn spiritual tools.  For years I couldn't get into meditation because it was boring and then about a year ago I couldn't deal with stress anymore and now I'm happy to meditate daily.  The worse life gets the happier I am to talk to God when I go to bed at night.

jonabryndis wrote:
Dear WhenMyHeartSpeaks,

thank you much for sharing! I can relate to the confusion you describe - and I want to confirm your latter insights "Now I think I should try to detach from him and pray to God to help me deal with the situation." Asking your higher power to show you ways to deal with and basically let go of whatever the attachment is that is causing pain is the way to go. This is what I mean with TRUST & ALLOW! The trust comes from a source of energy within your heart. It  strengthens your sense of self and truth - and with it your trust in love. 

I can confirm that you have had energetic ties in your heart to this man you describe. But these ties are not the cause for your pain - they are merely a consequence of you not fully trusting in your heart. See, when others can pick up on our insecurity they can easily bind us into a false sense of security and even false sense of self. The attachment was not to him but what he represented for you...hence the grieving pain was not really about him personally, but what you thought this relationship was providing for you.

Becoming a better relationship partner means to develop a better relationship with oneself. The quality of our outer relationships are merely a consequence of the quality of our inner relationship.

If you would like to learn how to develop this inner relationship with you true self check out my Sacred Self Healing Program. It's specifically designed to guide a person through this process (with daily meditation, workbook and online workshops). 

The pathway to your heart is within you. You don't need anybody or anything - it's just that we sometimes can't seem to find the 'entrance'.

Coming here and taking the time for the session, for reading and writing about your feelings is a wonderful step toward this! Whatever in you guided you to come and participate is guiding you to explore ways to connect within. Keep going, WhenMyHeartSpeaks! Get yourself a beautiful journal and speak to your true self everyday!

Thank you so much for sharing!

Love,
jona

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melly
Thanks again Jona, for the audio link and help.
Liberation, yes :-)
And the gaslighting, I had never seen it so clearly before! On a global level and in my personal life. Easy to take it personally but in my lucid moments I remember that its just the Matrix. Just like the Movie. Hopefully seeing it like that helps step away from the judgement cycle.
Now all I need to do is remember to check in with myself and remember what my own needs are..oh right, easy peasy. Lol.
Seriously, Im sure I will work this out. It does feel like Ive been handed a key...to the gate. Awesome.

Much love. Melanie xxx


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jonabryndis
Dear Melly,


Yes! Very cool you can see the gaslighting - and how it's not 'personal'. This is something that helps all of us to stay sane. And yes, checking in with yourself/within is the key. I know it sounds redundant, but it really is that simple (not always easy but simple). What allows us to do this is practice. So, the more we time we spend with our inner connection the more discernment we can develop.

Thank you for sharing!!!

Love,
jona

melly wrote:
Thanks again Jona, for the audio link and help.
Liberation, yes :-)
And the gaslighting, I had never seen it so clearly before! On a global level and in my personal life. Easy to take it personally but in my lucid moments I remember that its just the Matrix. Just like the Movie. Hopefully seeing it like that helps step away from the judgement cycle.
Now all I need to do is remember to check in with myself and remember what my own needs are..oh right, easy peasy. Lol.
Seriously, Im sure I will work this out. It does feel like Ive been handed a key...to the gate. Awesome.

Much love. Melanie xxx


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jonabryndis
Dear WhenMyHeartSpeaks,

thank you for sharing!

Also, check the FREE 21 Days Training for Empaths to train your ability to see through all this. 
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Love,
jona


Hey Jona,

Thank you so much for your kind advice.  The situation is complicated because at the job I had right before this one I had another psychic supervisor who pretended to love me in order to spy on me and try to get me to quit.  I felt him touch my heart energetically at the beginning of this and think he was cording my heart because that makes it easier to psychically read another person I guess?  I ended up hearing his voice in my head telepathically at times which was so scary.  I fear the man I was talking about at the job I have now also corded my heart also to psychically spy on me to help my employers get rid of me.  At my previous job it turned out that almost everyone was psychic and really bad people who read me without my consent and I couldn't describe how horrible that was or how it hurt to have people pretend to love me or be my friend just to spy on me and harm me.  Then at the job I am at now I am dealing again with psychic people and non-psychic people who spy on me and pretend to be my friend to spy and harm me and set traps to harm me.  That's why everyday I pray to God to help me see what is true and not true and to know who to trust and who not to trust.  I had another job but they forced me out with lying and setting traps and spying and manipulation.  Then in my classes at school I sensed corrupt professors doing the same things to me (lots of professors are psychic as well) and in my volunteer job at a school working with children I also perceive manipulation and game playing  of me by the teachers I work with.  So it feels like God is really putting me through the wringer when it comes to seeing truth from lies.  I never have any time to heal really.  I go from a horrible PTSD situation to another PTSD situation with a bunch of similarities.

I still don't know if I should give up on this man.  If I could get definitive proof that he is a bad or good person I could decide.  I guess I can keep praying to God for guidance about this and help for the highest good of both of us.  I am so tired of the drama with people everywhere and could so use a job where I don't have to worry about money or other people scheming to harm me.  Right now I am questioning whether I should file a complaint about the dirty politics playing at work or if they would just use it as evidence against me.  I probably need to just get out of there but I don't have much hope that another job would be any better.

I definitely saw with this man that I was hurting him because of my own lack of self-love and self-acceptance.  I don't know if my inner relationship has to do with my problems with people I see as being bad people.  I don't want to have anything to do with such people and they punish me for it, trying to bully me into pretending to like and respect them.  I can try to find another job but this happens wherever I go.

If anyone reading here can relate to anything I wrote or give any advice I would appreciate it.  I feel alone in these experiences, especially the ones about being targeted wherever I go by negative psychics.  I swear I pray to God constantly asking for help with everything because it's just me myself and God.  I swear suffering and desperation motivate me to learn spiritual tools.  For years I couldn't get into meditation because it was boring and then about a year ago I couldn't deal with stress anymore and now I'm happy to meditate daily.  The worse life gets the happier I am to talk to God when I go to bed at night.

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